[ Oh. He's so warm. He's so real. Even so, she feels like she will crack under the strain. Warmth. Joy. Pain. Anger.
She reaches her hand out, touching his cheek. And her foot comes down to stop on his. ]
You dumb fuck. How is any of this shit alright?
[ She instantly regrets doing that, but it's too hard to hold anything back, emotion pouring out of her. She presses close against him, turning her face away to hide her tear-streaked countenance. His name. The force of hearing it makes her tremble. It's another stab in her chest, and she's given up trying to figure out if it feels good or bad anymore. ]
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She reaches her hand out, touching his cheek. And her foot comes down to stop on his. ]
You dumb fuck. How is any of this shit alright?
[ She instantly regrets doing that, but it's too hard to hold anything back, emotion pouring out of her. She presses close against him, turning her face away to hide her tear-streaked countenance. His name. The force of hearing it makes her tremble. It's another stab in her chest, and she's given up trying to figure out if it feels good or bad anymore. ]
Don't you fucking dare leave me.
[ Not again. ]