[ He's reaching, but it's really all he can do to try and keep things light. Try to ignore the reality of it for a little bit longer.
Or not. ]
No, that's just it. I can't not think about it because it won't let me stop!
[ And at the same time, he's also running on the pent-up joy of having been around nobody but his mother and a wolf for two years, so it doesn't help the situation. At least when he was on missions he had something to distract him from the idiocy that was teenage hormones, and when he'd been at the Castle with the others, he could retreat to his room whenever he wanted and nobody would bother him. ]
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[ He's reaching, but it's really all he can do to try and keep things light. Try to ignore the reality of it for a little bit longer.
Or not. ]
No, that's just it. I can't not think about it because it won't let me stop!
[ And at the same time, he's also running on the pent-up joy of having been around nobody but his mother and a wolf for two years, so it doesn't help the situation. At least when he was on missions he had something to distract him from the idiocy that was teenage hormones, and when he'd been at the Castle with the others, he could retreat to his room whenever he wanted and nobody would bother him. ]