[ That they can say this, that they can plan for any future things at all is... the future's always been a rather nebulous thing to Val, anyway. It's no secret, if often masked in humour, that he often doesn't expect to make it to the end of the war, as is the nature of such conflicts. Kazu dying only made the future more distant, after it had maybe come back into reach, but now...
It's the first time he has actually felt truly guilty, today, because it is the first time he really considers what it would mean not to go home. He tries not to dwell on it. ]
It will be nice to actually share a bed with you. This is certainly much more comfortable than barracks, or our pods.
[ Sleeping-sleeping in the pods is never ideal and the barracks are well, military bunks. Decent ones, but still. And it's not like they've ever got to sleep truly beside each other before, it will be nice to snuggle up. And you know, other things, but he is actually thinking of sleeping and cuddling right now. ]
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I look forward to seeing what you come up with.
[ That they can say this, that they can plan for any future things at all is... the future's always been a rather nebulous thing to Val, anyway. It's no secret, if often masked in humour, that he often doesn't expect to make it to the end of the war, as is the nature of such conflicts. Kazu dying only made the future more distant, after it had maybe come back into reach, but now...
It's the first time he has actually felt truly guilty, today, because it is the first time he really considers what it would mean not to go home. He tries not to dwell on it. ]
It will be nice to actually share a bed with you. This is certainly much more comfortable than barracks, or our pods.
[ Sleeping-sleeping in the pods is never ideal and the barracks are well, military bunks. Decent ones, but still. And it's not like they've ever got to sleep truly beside each other before, it will be nice to snuggle up. And you know, other things, but he is actually thinking of sleeping and cuddling right now. ]