Right, as if that could happen. If anything, Jack's advice only makes Irving more determined not to have any more liaisons with other men at all after this one -- a decision he'll keep making as many times as he has to until it sticks -- but also, in that case, he might as well let himself enjoy it this time. It isn't like they're doing it sober, which grants them a bit more leeway.
Irving avoids looking over at Jack or responding to his sudden closeness in any other way except to tense slightly, though he'd much rather Jack touch him than have to touch himself; self-pleasure is complicated for him, even in a situation like now, where it's only serving as a means to an end of getting himself ready for Jack.
Closing his eyes, Irving shifts his weight forward slightly on his knees and reaches his arm behind himself, shaking fingers searching blindly until he shivers at feeling one brush against his hole. His fingers flex uneasily for a few seconds before he pushes two inside unceremoniously, one after the other, eager to try getting this done quickly. The abrupt sting and stretch of penetration makes him moan, so he bites his lip to silence himself before proceeding further, pushing his fingers deeper, adding a third. ]
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Right, as if that could happen. If anything, Jack's advice only makes Irving more determined not to have any more liaisons with other men at all after this one -- a decision he'll keep making as many times as he has to until it sticks -- but also, in that case, he might as well let himself enjoy it this time. It isn't like they're doing it sober, which grants them a bit more leeway.
Irving avoids looking over at Jack or responding to his sudden closeness in any other way except to tense slightly, though he'd much rather Jack touch him than have to touch himself; self-pleasure is complicated for him, even in a situation like now, where it's only serving as a means to an end of getting himself ready for Jack.
Closing his eyes, Irving shifts his weight forward slightly on his knees and reaches his arm behind himself, shaking fingers searching blindly until he shivers at feeling one brush against his hole. His fingers flex uneasily for a few seconds before he pushes two inside unceremoniously, one after the other, eager to try getting this done quickly. The abrupt sting and stretch of penetration makes him moan, so he bites his lip to silence himself before proceeding further, pushing his fingers deeper, adding a third. ]