I... am not sure at the prospect of settling down here. If I am honest, it all still feels like I might wake up at some point. It may take some time for me to arrange myself with being here at all.

[there are ways to start, though. Getting used to the place. Getting into his own clothes. He can start both by making the elevator move - just pressing the button, is it? He startles just slightly as the doors slide close and quickly grabs for the rail again]

Though I will certainly prefer not having to put myself into a box every time I wish to return...!

[how is this normal?!]