[ Okay? Lottie makes an odd little look at him, appalled he even considers that to be a test. Dressing sexy for a calendar? Lottie did that for her 5th year blogiversary but with all her best OOTD's. She sells shirts of her in swimsuits, posters of herself faux-fur with nothing beneath. Dressing as cupid is comparatively normal to being in a bus.
(If it sounds out of touch, it is. She's used to ubers and chauffeurs, walking where she can if it means avoiding the can of worms that is public transit in LA.) ]
I can't.. I just can't right now!!
[ Ungrateful, this man!! She mumbles, all defensive and volatile despite closing the distance, desperately in need of a hug but too scared to outright ask (is it because even she isn't sure she wants to be touched? Or because she doesn't how she wants to be touched?). So she settles for an in-between since he's already touching her, tender as he is, tucking her head against his chest to muffle some of the noise around them. Her fingers flex in and out of her palm, nails biting into skin as she agonizes. Spirals even more. He's bragging about having a contract and wow, great, someone wants a hot blonde dude! Typical!
Lottie wants Caroline! But instead she's here, crying into his shirt and whining because she's going to be alone forever and die old and ugly and with a shitty pleather collar! The worst part is this guy is so fit he isn't even comfy to lean against.. Just her luck!! ]
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(If it sounds out of touch, it is. She's used to ubers and chauffeurs, walking where she can if it means avoiding the can of worms that is public transit in LA.) ]
I can't.. I just can't right now!!
[ Ungrateful, this man!! She mumbles, all defensive and volatile despite closing the distance, desperately in need of a hug but too scared to outright ask (is it because even she isn't sure she wants to be touched? Or because she doesn't how she wants to be touched?). So she settles for an in-between since he's already touching her, tender as he is, tucking her head against his chest to muffle some of the noise around them. Her fingers flex in and out of her palm, nails biting into skin as she agonizes. Spirals even more. He's bragging about having a contract and wow, great, someone wants a hot blonde dude! Typical!
Lottie wants Caroline! But instead she's here, crying into his shirt and whining because she's going to be alone forever and die old and ugly and with a shitty pleather collar! The worst part is this guy is so fit he isn't even comfy to lean against.. Just her luck!! ]