Juno's not completely unaware of the fact that he's fumbling through this and making a complete mess of things, without achieving anything at all in his quest to keep talking.

He's made a lot of misteps with Nureyev, and he's not oblivious to that.

Knowing it's his fault doesn't change the ugly feeling of jealousy he can feel in the back of his throat.

"Good." And it is, because whatever else, Nureyev deserves better than this, all of this. Although all that explanation could mean the person Peter's contracted to is a con, but that shouldn't be Juno's ...anything. He's made that clear.

"I'm going to go." Find somewhere even shittier to get even drunker in. It sounds like a good plan.