[at least Ana has had sex, but she wonders how anyone could ever compare to Christian.
she looks relieved] Good. I've never been the best at--at putting myself out there. I'd rather stay at home with a good book, you know? But having something organized ahead of time, that will help. [it really wouldn't. she'd immediately start crying and despairing again, especially if drugs were mentioned. she's never had anything stronger than a margarita.
and Ana's expression grows concerned again]
Oh. Oh, I really don't like the thought of that. Messing with my memory sounds awful enough, but it sounds like I wouldn't be able to control my behavior because of it and that's even worse.
[and her cheeks flush again. it's not easy for her to talk about sex and she still feels bound by Christian's NDA] I . . . think I could watch others? I've never done it before, but that doesn't sound so bad?
the books. are. HORRIBLE PORTRAYALS OF BDSM. ABSOLUTELY AWFUL.
she looks relieved] Good. I've never been the best at--at putting myself out there. I'd rather stay at home with a good book, you know? But having something organized ahead of time, that will help. [it really wouldn't. she'd immediately start crying and despairing again, especially if drugs were mentioned. she's never had anything stronger than a margarita.
and Ana's expression grows concerned again]
Oh. Oh, I really don't like the thought of that. Messing with my memory sounds awful enough, but it sounds like I wouldn't be able to control my behavior because of it and that's even worse.
[and her cheeks flush again. it's not easy for her to talk about sex and she still feels bound by Christian's NDA] I . . . think I could watch others? I've never done it before, but that doesn't sound so bad?
[and her flush deepens] Oh, I'm--I'm straight.