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« 🇨​🇦​🇮​🇳​ » ([personal profile] beshenaya) wrote in [community profile] duplicitymemes 2020-01-16 05:20 pm (UTC)

It made him stop.

What a strange thing. That rabid smile fell and brows ebbed inward. What was wrong with him? Why the was he like this? And not just this, not just this moment of being sprayed by some bullshit ( which he didn't actually understand so the conclusion didn't come to him ) but why was he just fucking... like this. Like, all the time. Just a god damn animal. Sometimes less crass about it. Sometimes less violent about it.

Coal eyes looked around the audience. He didn't like this, he didn't like that all of a sudden the tables had turned and here he was powerless. He didn't like being powerless. How fast he had to learn to harden himself in prison cause he was just trying to get by cause New Volga fucking sucked. Mars as a whole fucking sucked. The government fucking sucks. And sure, maybe there was (and there was) just some part of him that was just like this. That was just fucking wired wrong.

"I don't know." Was all he said, something of a laugh coming out afterward.

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