[When he feels the spasms easing, he lets his hands settle where they will and leans in. Oh, it's truly lovely, one of the loveliest moments he has had in such a very long time. He's unaware of the small smile curving his mouth or the way he's now actually glowing on the visible spectrum.

He could just...What?]

Now, what does a tiny monkey have to do with anything? Honestly, Crowley. Just be still for once and enjoy things, will you?

[Just like him to try to crack a funny at a time like this. He shakes his head and clicks his tongue, then settles right back in again.]