I don't want to go, either. I don't know what to say. I wish I could say that I wouldn't judge, but you know that would be a lie. And I am trying... [ He sighs, shaking his head, and flails internally for a moment, but gently squeezes her hand. ]

I can't promise anything, and I won't. Except this. This I can promise. Whatever happens, I will love you, Felicity. Nothing in this world or a thousand others will change that.

[ He nods. that much he is sure of. He has loved her for years, even when they were not together, even when they were separated. It sucks, if they do get separated again and it will make him sad and angry, yes, but... even then, he will love her until he dies. And beyond. A small smile slides over his lips, then fades. ]

I have a lot to tell you, too. Not all of it golden.