I don't even know how to go about that so I'll just...I think about it.

( she's trying to help him, marcos knows, but it's so hard to even think about that right now. he doesn't want to put his life in the hands of someone else even if that someone else proves to be open minded and willing to let him live as he wants.

he sighs, looking away from the both of them for a few moments before he shakes his head. )

I appreciate you saying these things though. I need to hear them even if I don't want to hear them.