( the way he smiles does two very distinct and horrible things to her. it makes her at once sure that this was the right move. even if her heart knows that isn't the case, blue has already resolutely convinced herself there was no other option. the second thing, the more painful truth of it, is that she knows this will be agony.
living with their secret relationship for months had been impossible at times, and the only thing that had made it bearable was the knowledge that someone else was on the other end of the phone who understood exactly how difficult it had been. now that secret is entirely her own, and blue doesn't need to be a psychic to know quite certainly that this is going to hurt. )
Good. Good, that's good.
( she knows it's a half-truth, but she also can't remember how well a blue fresh off their first adventure could read gansey. she isn't sure if she's allowed to know his catalogue of masks as intimately as she does, so for now she just nods and resolves to get the rest of the story later. it'll come eventually, that much she's sure of. )
I would love to see you all at prom. ( she says with a big exhale, needing to move onto safer topics before both of them end up entirely insane. ) What does a Raven Boy prom even look like?
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living with their secret relationship for months had been impossible at times, and the only thing that had made it bearable was the knowledge that someone else was on the other end of the phone who understood exactly how difficult it had been. now that secret is entirely her own, and blue doesn't need to be a psychic to know quite certainly that this is going to hurt. )
Good. Good, that's good.
( she knows it's a half-truth, but she also can't remember how well a blue fresh off their first adventure could read gansey. she isn't sure if she's allowed to know his catalogue of masks as intimately as she does, so for now she just nods and resolves to get the rest of the story later. it'll come eventually, that much she's sure of. )
I would love to see you all at prom. ( she says with a big exhale, needing to move onto safer topics before both of them end up entirely insane. ) What does a Raven Boy prom even look like?