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Duplicity Game Mods ([personal profile] duplicitymods) wrote in [community profile] duplicitymemes2022-01-10 07:43 pm
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TDM #22


« « « TEST DRIVE MEME » » »


« « « ALL ON DISPLAY


It's discouraging to think how many people are shocked by honesty and how few by deceit. Yet, solace is found in the lies we tell each other, comforted by the peace of knowing that we're not alone in our depravity, and once on this path, sin itself becomes the lesser of two evils masked in a cloud of normalcy.

This is how Duplicity has functioned since the beginning. The divide of power and social standing is overt in that Dominants influence the decisions made both publicly and privately while Submissives cater to the rules presented to them. It is the way of Duplicity to assign random designations at birth with no leeway in altering what has been given. Climate in the Up is far stricter than that of the Down; violating outlined personas for a Dominant or Submissive while in full view of others is punished by degree of infraction. In the Down, many tend to turn a blind eye to these sorts of offenses.

To counteract the discovery of the Deceit Gene – a natural "negative" response to all stimuli – the L.I.E.S. program was founded. The program had been designed to introduce new subjects to the current environment and test for the Deceit Gene through immersion in Duplicity's standing society. Sexual impulses and encounters increase the chances of detecting the gene within these individuals. Participants are typically released from L.I.E.S. after a year; however, results have remained unsatisfactory and testing still continues.

... and you’re here! Finally! Welcome to Duplicity.

After choosing a door and stepping through to the other side, the first thing that greets you are the enthusiastic faces of people in medical scrubs and pristine lab coats. Their enthusiasm translates to eagerness as they strip you of your clothes to perform a thorough examination—you will be healed, bathed, and given a paper gown to wear until your items can be processed and delivered to your residence later in the evening. You are also given a device that accesses the network as well as the time and location of orientation.

If you enter Duplicity into the Up, congratulations! You’re a Dominant, which means you are immediately picked up by a limo after processing and taken to your highrise. Here, it is two Dominants per floor with separate apartments. If you enter Duplicity into the Down, congratulations! You’re a Submissive, which means you are directed towards public transportation with the address of the motel you’ll be living in. Here, it is two Submissives per room with a shared common space for all rooms.

Enjoy your free time until orientation! Participation is mandatory by all new and old arrivals.

Winter is here and snow flurries are common in the Up while the slush collects in the Down.



» » » ALL ABOARD




After stepping through the door and participating in orientation, LIERS are assembled together in the Up for a tour of Duplicity in its entirety. Seats are in pairs and randomly assigned to Dominants and Submissives alike. Traveling from Fiddler's Square, the train journeys through various parts of the Up, showcasing society and examples of lifestyle. Along the way, frequent stops are made; a variety of passengers can be seen exiting and entering the doors. A Dominant with a kneeling Submissive takes a seat near the front of the train at one stop. A small group of Submissives board and sit closer to the LIERS at another, all seemingly content in their roles. As the tour continues through the Up, the train passes close to the Market and White Wall Bridge and zips by North Park before heading into the Down and bypassing Red Wall Bridge and South Park.

The train makes a "final" stop at Riddler's Square, where inhabitants of the Down are instructed to return to their temporary housing. Those who live in the Up are permitted to stay on the train and revisit the same locations while returning.



« « « WINTER WONDERLAND




As a particularly heavy snowstorm blows across the city, Duplicity finds itself blanketed in white. The morning after the storm, many citizens seem to be in a particularly mischievous mood and snowballs are a common sight flying through the air. A projectile meant for someone else may hit you square in the face if you're not careful — and then it's on. Joining these impromptu snow battles is encouraged, no matter a person's designation, and even Submissives teaming up to pelt unsuspecting Dominants with snowballs is generally taken in the spirit of good fun. Not everyone is throwing snow, of course — some are rolling much larger balls and shaping them into lewd snow figures.

Those feeling chilled after playing in the snow may experience the urge to warm up with someone else, skin to skin. Whether they're a stranger or a familiar face, holding hands, kissing, or getting down and dirty with the nearest willing partner is invigorating. It might even be the only way to really feel warm again.



« « « DUBIOUS DELIVERIES


(cw: aphro, humiliation kink)

Want to make some quick cash? After exiting the train in the Down, there seems to be a questionable character hanging about the station. Dressed in a trenchcoat and looking more like a flasher than the businessman he claims to be, this shady recruiter offers easy money in exchange for a simple delivery. Just take a package and drop it off at the address on the label. Really, that's it! Stop asking questions.

Should characters decide to open the package themselves instead, they'll discover one of the following: glitter — so much glitter, lube (appears normal, but actually contains hot pepper and will cause more than a mild tingling sensation if used anywhere sensitive), a package of flavored condoms mysteriously labeled "every flavor" (none of them taste good), candy or perfume containing an aphrodisiac that, in addition to the usual libido-boosting effect, will also cause an intense craving for humiliation.

It seems to be one of those services that allows one to send anonymous prank gifts, and they're hiding behind LIERs as couriers. There's no return address or company information on or inside the package, except for a card marked Encoded Sin Corp — which does not seem to be a real company if the name is searched.

Whether characters end up delivering the package — maybe even to a fellow LIER — or get into some trouble along the way, someone is getting a nasty surprise.



« « « SURPRISES FOR SALE


(cw: aphro, dubcon, excessive fluids, exhibitionism, public use)

A small winter market has been set up along one of the major streets in the Up with stalls selling a variety of goods ranging from knitted hats and scarves, soaps, scented lotions, candles, jewelry, artwork and assorted crafts to hand-dyed bondage rope and kinky leather accessories. Food and drink stands are plentiful as well. Strings of lights crisscross the street between the roofs of the shops, providing a cheerful glow, and there are tables set up in the street itself for people to sit and chat while having a snack — if they can stand the cold.

Some of the most popular treats being sold are hot chocolate, eggnog, marshmallow snowmen, and sugar cookies decorated like snowflakes. Of course, their popularity may have something to do with the effects they produce when consumed.

• The hot chocolate simply gets one all hot and bothered.
• The eggnog may cause heavy production of sexual fluids, a desire to be filled or covered with someone else's cream, or all of the above.
• The marshmallow snowmen will make those who eat them want to invite others to use them as they please, desiring nothing more than to be molded into the perfect fucktoy.
• The sugar cookies seem to induce all sorts of different cravings — after all, no two snowflakes are alike!

These effects tend to last at least an hour and may, in some cases, last up to a full day.

One of the jewelry shops sells an unusual selection of compass pendants and bracelets. The compass arrows spin round and round lazily while the pieces are on display. Once worn, however, that changes. The arrow will settle on a direction, but instead of pointing north it will lead directly to another person. Perhaps you should speak to them? You may even begin to feel magnetically drawn to them yourself… In the event that two people have compasses that point them at each other, the attraction will be even stronger — nearly impossible to deny.

There is another shop which sells intricately designed pocket watches and small clocks. When these timepieces are stared at for an extended length of time or picked up and handled, characters will feel a brief but strong connection to their past and experience a vivid flashback to some moment that was, in whatever way, meaningful for them. After reliving the memory, they will feel compelled to speak about it to whoever is nearby.



« « « MOD & OOC NOTES



Please read carefully.

On each Test Drive Meme, there will be a section noting character roles; these will vary each TDM. On an IC level, characters will still have gone through the doors but assignments OOCly are still randomized. When applying, there is a section of the application that denotes whether the character chooses "left" or "right." When participating on the TDM, there will be a third option. Players may link either a top level or a thread (five or more comments from their character) from the TDM and title the link as "Door Pass." This means that the player is choosing to take the designation that they were randomly assigned on the TDM, rather than taking the designation of a door. If the player decides to select a door rather than use the pass, then they are trying their luck; they may get the same designation they had on the TDM or the opposite. Once the application is submitted, players can't change their choice.

To assign roles to characters for this TDM, use the following guide:

If your character likes it hot, they are a Dominant. If your character prefers the cold, they are a Submissive.

To Note: Characters can only swap their designation for one of the following reasons: an event occurs that allows it or there are OOC reasons that make it a necessity. Any swap always requires mod approval and each character can only ever switch once. Characters that are being reapped will keep their previous designation but players can choose to use new TDMs with different designations for fun!

Test Drive threads can be used as activity proofs for characters currently in-game.

Please remember to mark any necessary content, and have fun!!




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superweaponized: (c l o s e r)

[personal profile] superweaponized 2022-02-06 09:42 pm (UTC)(link)
She wasn’t aware of him, not on her guard as she usually might have been. Naturally she was wary of everything, but Jyn wasn’t on high alert. It was possible that someone might recognize her, but she was hoping that staying behind and keeping her head down would keep most people from approaching her.

It was after she asked the vendor about the price that she heard her name in an all too familiar voice. Despite that Jyn wasn’t expecting the face she saw when she turned to address him. Recognition was awash in her blue eyes, brighter now as she looked up at him.

It was him, and obviously he remembered her. “Obi-Wan!” Her voice almost cracked as she dropped the curtain back on the table, completely forgetting about it. Overcome by a tidal wave of emotions and without thinking, she threw her arms around him.

“I thought you were gone!”
terrariums: (70)

[personal profile] terrariums 2022-02-06 09:51 pm (UTC)(link)
"Oh, my. Do you disagree with your designation? I can say that mine was quite fitting. I am a secretary and assistant back home, so it felt only natural to be sorted the way I was." It wasn't his first 'sorting' rodeo, really... though his previous sorting-hat-esque experience had given him much more predictable results.

So the city's decision is slightly more interesting.

"Letting your own Submissives write their contracts... you must be a very trusting woman."
cairhien: (Default)

[personal profile] cairhien 2022-02-06 09:57 pm (UTC)(link)
It's still something I'm not used to, the thought of a quota.

( she's no blushing maiden. okay, maybe she blushes but she's had sex before )

But I suppose it does save trouble later.
fortitudosalutis: (003)

[personal profile] fortitudosalutis 2022-02-06 10:03 pm (UTC)(link)
[ Deaver was married, once. Austin even had a kid he saw every other week when they were stateside. Didn't really work out for those two but it's a thing normal people did back before the world ended. Maybe even some afterward, looking for something normal in the middle of all the shit. Not Carver, though. He's known for a long time he'd never fit into that kind of life, with anyone outside of his squad.

Might not have a choice here, though. Apparently people know if you don't hit the sex quota. And the line on his throat isn't going anywhere. Capitalism's back and kicking strong, so he'll need money. Room to maneuver. This place has infrastructure, enough food that nobody's starving. Seems like the power grid's on the fritz but it's still there, and sustaining a full city.

And there's no hint of the dead anywhere. Makes this place worth considering. If he got here, then his people could join.

They could settle here. Cut out a place for themselves. Defend it.

Sweat runs down the back of his neck. Unpleasant, in the cold air. He pushes his hood back with a hiss, running a hand through his hair. It almost hurts now. He wants -

What he wants is an illusion. A trick to be overcome. He'll hold the line. ]


Played with your minds. Hnng - how?
transgressings: (pic#13176050)

[personal profile] transgressings 2022-02-06 10:17 pm (UTC)(link)
[ Were she even the slightest bit aware of the possibility that her demeanor might be coming off as mocking, Vanessa would immediately move to correct the misconception; she had only aimed not to be rude in her smiling response to his more impassioned declaration, especially because there is a part of her that finds herself… charmed by it, in a sense. Speaking to him brings with it reminders of home, reminders that she equally yearns and mourns for at the same time, and she doesn’t want to come on too strongly for fear that she might frighten him off. ]

I suppose I’ve come to view it as the same type of experience as visiting a distant country, Lieutenant. [ Something she’d never been able to do personally in her lifetime, but she’d grown up hearing stories of what it was like to gallivant off to other continents from Sir Malcolm, how he’d led many daring expeditions to map Africa and several other places. ] Duplicity has… a unique culture, I’ll admit, but perhaps our ways would be foreign to them if the situation were reversed, and they were brought to our world. Especially when they have known no different than this. They certainly have a pantheon of sorts, but it’s one I have never read about. And they don’t prohibit us from gathering in worship, or persecute us for professing faith in God. While some of their other laws might be… quite different, there is that freedom.

[ Her lips part on a brief, silent ah of knowing before pressing together in another subtle smile. ] The sort of things that would only be consigned to the pages of a fanciful novel, perhaps. Or men’s imaginations, not quite fully realized. But the advancements here do make travel, or something normally arduous like preparing a bath, so much simpler.
hadthehighground: (goodbye)

[personal profile] hadthehighground 2022-02-06 10:18 pm (UTC)(link)
If she wasn’t thinking, then neither was he as he spread his arms to catch her. Wrapping Jyn in a tight embrace, all but swallowed up by his cloak. His heart soaring as she spoke his name, making it clear that this was the woman he knew.

He held her close, pressing his face into her hair for several long moments as he just took it in. Unable to stop the tears that welled up in his eyes as he had been certain he would never see her again.

“I was,” he said softly, but with a voice filled with emotion. “Oh my dearest, I was.”

But now he was here, and so was she. For the first time in what felt like forever, everything felt right again.
extramuralise: (❄️ 425。)

[personal profile] extramuralise 2022-02-06 10:32 pm (UTC)(link)
[ Irving's eyes go wide and his face burns bright and red, stung and humiliated by the rejection. Merely speaking the words out loud had nearly taken the breath from him as it is, it's so not normally the sort of thing he'd ever remotely even think of, let alone actually offer.

So why had he? Why have his hormones been so utterly and impossibly unpredictable since he's been in Duplicity?

He murmurs quickly, quietly, practically gasping the words out:
]

P-please forget I spoke at all.

[ If you want to blow officers, Lieutenant, you should be getting on your knees for one who can promote you.

The taunt makes him squirm slightly in place, his body tense with shame, face so full of heat and color it's practically glowing. It should horrify and appall him, not arouse him even more, to hear implications like that be made of him, yet--

A whine builds low in his throat, soft like a breath but drawn out like a moan, his body shivering slightly under the newly added thrust of weight suddenly borne down upon him. There is pain, discomfort, and not insignificantly so, either, but as before there's something grotesquely pleasing about the sensation, something earned, deserved.
]

It was... indecent of me. Profane. You would be quite right to punish me thusly for it, sir.
aheartlessdog: (pic#13155156)

[personal profile] aheartlessdog 2022-02-06 10:36 pm (UTC)(link)
When Akutagawa flinches, it's slight and easy to miss, but it's still there. Chuuya's touch is light and unthreatening, but Akutagawa is used to being punished for insubordination. When he's told not to apologize, he opens his mouth to do so again, and then clamps it shut.

He hadn't done anything wrong, but it felt like he had.

"No, sir," he answers finally. "We wouldn't." He sighs softly. "I understand the value of allies though." Friends, maybe not, but he can understand at least that they need people around them.
brandingissues: (idiotic ideas)

[personal profile] brandingissues 2022-02-06 10:37 pm (UTC)(link)
[Okay, well, she's not sure exactly what makes someone an Avenger, but she figures at this point it's pretty much any super powered individual who fought against Thanos. All of them that fought to save the world. Captain Marvel counts, she's pretty sure. Thor too, and Spiderman. Wanda. Dr. Strange. Hawkeye (obviously), the Falcon--she could keep going]

They did. Brought back half of humanity. Saved the world.

They're heroes. My heroes. I mean, I guess everyone would say that, but they--I don't know, they sacrificed so much so they could save everyone else.

astraythought: (the death glare)

[personal profile] astraythought 2022-02-06 10:38 pm (UTC)(link)
Heritage week. Somehow, they made us all forget our homes, made us think we were all natives born into our designations. I was working as custodial staff in one of the labs. Felix--my Dominant--he was working on some formulas late at night. I noticed he had misplaced a decimal point, and he was surprised at the time that a submissive was bright enough to catch that.

But he wasn't cruel about it. Didn't lord over me. If the city pushes at him, he's not going to become someone who abuses our contract or my status. And he's not particularly attracted to me, either.

[Which is fine by her. It's less complicated, knowing if something sours in her contract, she's not risking her quota at the same time.]
hadthehighground: (It's like this...)

[personal profile] hadthehighground 2022-02-06 10:47 pm (UTC)(link)
Obi-Wan can’t help a chuckle himself at the accusation. Letting the ball of snow coast into his hand. Feeling the wet and cold as it touched his skin. After being on Tatooine it’s was a wonder to see snow again.

But as two more snowballs are lobbed in his direction, Obi-Wan raises his other hand and stops them too.

“Now who’s being unfair,” he asks in a good natured tone. Using his hands to bring all three snowballs together into one and sends it sailing right back!
vermintide: (you all need to shoplift more)

[personal profile] vermintide 2022-02-06 10:50 pm (UTC)(link)
[ It does well enough for some. The locals appear to have bought into it fully, whether blindly or as a deliberate means of coping. It reminds her a lot of Belle Reve in that way. Inmates forging gangs gangs, each with their own strict command structure, none of which can withstand crumbling under Waller's heel. ]

Have you been a prisoner before? [ Maybe she's reading into it based on her own experience but she thought he spoke with a bit of an edge there. ]
gwenzelle: (bx10)

un: gwenzelle

[personal profile] gwenzelle 2022-02-06 10:51 pm (UTC)(link)
[ she knows it's potentially very rude to leave her usual username up, she knows there are peter parkers with gwen stacy baggage that's very much the same as her peter parker baggage, but like. he's talking about the multiverse? talking about reality-hopping? so maybe he already knows about her. everybody else seems to, no matter how hard she originally tried to keep the secret identity thing going. it doesn't matter much here, 99% of the time, but peter parker might just be that last 1% where it does matter. or maybe he's from a universe that never even had a gwen, like the one that's here now, and was here for a while before then, and she's overthinking it for no reason, and omg she needs to just reply to this before she overthinks it even more--! ]

we have numbers now? whose call was that?
although it's a little uncanny, since you would actually be the third spidey here in the city, at the moment.
... as far as i know.
i'm going to be so bummed if i somehow missed someone.

and i'm just going to rip off the band-aid now - if you're from the city, you're not going to find a bagel here that compares even a little bit.
but it makes up for it with other stuff.
kinda. almost.
astraythought: (action dash)

[personal profile] astraythought 2022-02-06 10:52 pm (UTC)(link)
Ducky makes an attempt to dodge, but the megaball catches her on the arm and spluts against her coat. She's grinning, though--her world lacks magic and Jedi powers and anything beyond the mundane (as far as she knows). Seeing other people do amazing things is always a treat. Which is why she doesn't stop there, giving Obi another volley of snowballs.

"You could make them yourself, if you were so inclined!"
fortitudosalutis: (002)

[personal profile] fortitudosalutis 2022-02-06 10:56 pm (UTC)(link)
[ It feels impossible. The worst kind of fever dream. Nobody's got drugs that good, shit that'll make people believe they're in some fantastical world. That they've always belonged there. He gives Ducky a sharp look but there's no sign she's lying. She's steady as stone when she speaks, no hesitation. No dodging eye contact.

Which means it's probably true.

Shit. ]


Keeps it professional?

[ He's trying to keep it professional. Stop twitching. Maybe if he thinks of it like hypothermia. Like how when you're really fucked up, your brain gets turned around and you want to take your clothes off in a blizzard because your brain thinks you're overheating. But that's just brain chemistry, neurons misfiring. If you know what's happening, you can get through it.

His hands twitch. Again. He curls them into fists. ]
brandingissues: (gulp)

[personal profile] brandingissues 2022-02-06 10:57 pm (UTC)(link)
[She doesn't know what she expected to be the result of her babbling, of the unfinished sentences that stumble and trip out of her mouth, but she somehow doesn't expect it to be Yelena doubling down.

Her tongue is a wicked thing and sooner rather than later it does exactly what she's demanding; and Kate loses first her words -- all of them tangled into shuddered half moans and curses and then even those as every muscle in her body tightens like her bow string, hips coming off the bed, back bowing, mouth open but soundless.

This just in: the fastest (and potentially only) way to make Kate Bishop speechless is to make her come.

She slams back into her body with the same force she left it, all of her shaking, trembling under the force of her orgasm--

When she's got feeling in her hands again, they scramble down to Yelena's shoulders, tugging at her, trying to pull her up, back up to Kate's lips]


Fuck, Yelena, fuck, get up here--god--
foundlingfather: (Another Mandalorian?)

[personal profile] foundlingfather 2022-02-06 11:00 pm (UTC)(link)
Din was about to answer Luke, when Bo-Katan does it herself. Basically dissing on his creed. He frowns under the helmet. "Traditions that have kept the Mandalorians that follow it, alive." He responds, maybe a little too calm sounding, considering. One of his hands rolling into a loose fist, before unrolling.

Yet he doesn't stop her from going to check out Luke. He nods in affirmation.

"I didn't like--" Still doesn't like "--the contracts idea here. Luke offered me a contract. That I could live with. Been contracted since." Which is kind of amazing, considering it started as just a contract of convenience.
extramuralise: (we are ALL not immune to propaganda)

[personal profile] extramuralise 2022-02-06 11:01 pm (UTC)(link)
[ It's, frankly, an excellent analogy to use on Irving in particular, who may not have "traveled" overmuch per se in his lifetime, but has certainly seen much of the world by virtue of his naval career. He smiles more openly, nodding in understanding. ]

Yes, I think I can see what you're driving at. And I... [ His face colors a bit more, just considering Duplicity's unique culture. ] I must confess that I am far less concerned about the state of their faith here, than I am disturbed by the nature of their... as you say it, their... culture.

[ Hopefully she'll know what he means without him having to spell it out more clearly than that, because Irving can barely even allude to sex aloud to himself or in the company of other men as it is; he'd be absolutely mortified doing so in the presence of a lady.

At any rate, the redness to his face likely gives his meaning away.

Then he smiles again, though, a bit conspiratorially.
]

You'll not hear me complain after the plumbing, however. To have hot water so readily available upon command truly is a marvel.
astraythought: (shadowy side-eye)

[personal profile] astraythought 2022-02-06 11:06 pm (UTC)(link)
You're not going to last, like this.

[She notices the twitching. How he seems to be mostly focusing on controlling his hands. When he breaks--and at this point, she's fairly certain it'll be a when, not an if--he'll probably be out of control, grabbing the nearest person.]

We should get out of public, as much as possible.

['We', not 'you'. She's quietly offering herself up as a target.]
hisfathersimage: (Puh-lease)

[personal profile] hisfathersimage 2022-02-06 11:07 pm (UTC)(link)
Luke gives Bo-Katan a decidedly unimpressed look. Yes, he's not very big, or bulky, he knows. He's also in his home and just awake from napping. "... 'scuse you, you're not all that and a bucket of water," he drawls, sounding every bit the Outer Rim fly boy he is at heart.

He doesn't fold his arms over his chest, doesn't give any sign of defensiveness, or feeling intimidated, because he's not. It'll take more than some opinionated Mandalorian to actually unsettle him.
rockypath: (pic#14482180)

[personal profile] rockypath 2022-02-06 11:09 pm (UTC)(link)
[Faith looks her over. She's usually much more confident when she's being propositioned or propositioning someone herself. But this situation is all sorts of backward.] I mean if you're sure? Promise I can rock your world.
mywayistheway: (smirk)

[personal profile] mywayistheway 2022-02-06 11:22 pm (UTC)(link)
She hasn’t actually been trying to diss Din, but she certainly has opinions. But as soon as the man says that she levels him with a withering glare. Them’s fightin’ words right there. But she has to remind herself this isn’t the time, and Din can’t help his blatant ignorance. Thus Bo manages to keep a lid on her temper for now.

Instead she’s distracted by Luke’s indignant reply and she can’t help but laugh. “At least he has some spunk. And he’s cute, I’ll give you that. Even if he is scrawny.” And it’s then she’ll start to walk past Luke, but not without first giving a slap to his ass.
Edited 2022-02-06 23:22 (UTC)
brandingissues: (lemme just)

[personal profile] brandingissues 2022-02-06 11:25 pm (UTC)(link)
[Okay, that's a fair point, but--]

I do, but I get them pre--okay, pre-packaged. But pre-dead, too. From a store. I don't do the killing.

[sure, it's a little hypocritical, but, hey, she's alive in 2024 and dealing with a few bigger issues. She can't help but laugh at the comment about being busy--yeah, she is (She has been. Is it a coping mechanism for not dealing with the death of her father as a kid? Maybe) but she sobers quickly with his second comment]

That seems to be their goal, doesn't it? To make us the worst version of ourselves.
fortitudosalutis: (002)

[personal profile] fortitudosalutis 2022-02-06 11:28 pm (UTC)(link)
[ So it's we now, he thinks absently. Earlier, Carver thinks he would have snapped at her for presuming he'd go anywhere with her. Wandering off with a stranger is a good way to get dead and he's fought too long and too goddamn hard to get caught like that. Not when his people are relying on him to hold the line against all the dead on their doorstep and their enemies massing in the dark. Not when their brothers are dying and left unburied in the woods.

Now, it's hard to focus. He feels sick more than he feels good - take that, all the porn he's watched before the world ended - and he has the sinking feeling it's just going to get worse. That he's going to lose himself and wake up in an aftermath he doesn't recognize.

He gives Ducky a long look. She's a stranger, pretty much. Not one of his people. Not a soldier at all. She could have lied about everything since they started talking, have a knife she's hidden away that she'll use the moment they're out of the crowd. It's what people do, back home. They tear each other to pieces over scraps. It's what he would have done.

Thing is, his mind keeps stuttering out on the threat assessment. Getting caught on the line of her jaw instead of how she moves her hands. He's focusing on the wrong things. If she went for him now, Carver doesn't think he'd be able to dodge fast enough to land a retaliation.

His jaw works. ]


You should probably fuck off now. I'm losing my mind, a little bit.

[ He's done a lot of awful things in his life, but even in the war there were lines he never crossed. He maintained them in the aftermath. It felt important to have a code when the world ended. He doesn't force people. Never has. Doesn't want to start. And she's there, and it's been years since he's wanted to touch anyone like he wants to touch her now, and that isn't right.

Yeah. He's losing the thread now. Should probably bolt and hole up somewhere. Maybe take a cold shower or three. ]
indensity: (bw014)

[personal profile] indensity 2022-02-06 11:32 pm (UTC)(link)
That's definitely insulting. Chuuya looks a little annoyed for a second, wondering if the weretiger is actually an idiot. It should be natural to warn your coworkers of enemies, especially someone as dangerous as him, especially when their groups have fought as many times as they already have...

But he'll cut Atsushi some slack. He doesn't know how strong Chuuya is, after all, and Chuuya isn't planning on filling him in on that right here and now. He rubs at the back of his neck, and tries to shove the insult away. It's... Easier than it normally would be.

Because he really is getting warm.

"Good. Enjoy your stolen goods." He's going to try to push past Atsushi, because now he needs to save face, make his escape, and straight forward and through is the fastest. And he wants Atsushi to be annoyed when Chuuya is about to be embarrassed. Because he's getting hard. This is not something he missed about this place.