Oh, they rarely are. But as you say, there's no way of telling until one tries.
[And he thinks of it now, of the possibility of just giving in to his own nature, of finding the obliteration he's craving in something besides getting horribly drunk. He's not even sure who he's sharing a room with, has yet to meet them. Doesn't know whether they'd be there or whether they'd walk into something that would alarm them, isn't sure whether he cares.]
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[And he thinks of it now, of the possibility of just giving in to his own nature, of finding the obliteration he's craving in something besides getting horribly drunk. He's not even sure who he's sharing a room with, has yet to meet them. Doesn't know whether they'd be there or whether they'd walk into something that would alarm them, isn't sure whether he cares.]