[ he certainly is interesting to have around, interesting to be near. julian's led a fascinating life full of adventure and danger, and it's breathtaking sometimes to hear him talk about it. atop all of that, he's a doctor, he's incredibly intelligent and funny, and he's beautiful.

which is why he's sure his expression conveys an impressive amount of disbelief. ]

Julian-- [ right. ] First of all, I'm a grown man that can make informed decisions for myself, and if I really considered you in terms like that, I wouldn't have offered. I'm not a-- a-- a martyr, after all. [ though he supposes the events leading up to his death do mean he's not opposed to self-sacrifice when necessary, but the look in pale pink eyes dares julian to mention it.

he lifts gloved hands, dropping a quick kiss to the backs of long fingers. ] That's not the sorts of terms I use when I think about you, though. You're a good man, and you're sweet and kind and earnest. You're one of the most interesting people I've ever met. And I'd.. [ he trails off, face feeling warm, but he steels himself and stands straighter, lifting his chin. ] I'd like to.. be your dominant. [ oh gods. ]